How can you believe in god when he makes something as disgusting as people have to make bowel?

I used to believe like you. Then I started to think what about when people make bowel (turd). What is this? Is it a horrible sin? It is evil and disgusting and hateful. If you do not think this, the next time you make bowel then look at it close. I did this. Get up close in the water and look. You will see it. It is hateful and evil! And priest do this every day! Yes even Jesus do it? and Mary? You say Mary is pure when she make this filth evil from her **shole every day, maybe twice a day? There can not be a god. No not with this evil violent action take place day after day! Answer this! Don't answer until you use bathroom and get with it, get up close and touch.